Morning off

Had coffee with Louise, dreamed alot of my new gaff..... dreamed a bit more, drooled, clen the drool up..... I can't wait, roof terrace, Myself, Kate, Pat, Sean, Dave, Ally, Andy Emma up there in summer, guzzling wine, It's gonna be a great summer.... Gay pride, party's, on the search for a NPB (new potential boyfriend). I remembered a funny thing someone said to me a few years ago about crap non sex MMS, miserable masturbation session! Lol! I'm really looking forward to a really relaxing month after paddys day, chillin, eating, sleeping, dreaming, reading, playstationing (it's a word). And pretty people, I've images of my possible futures, something I haven't dared think about for a while. I'm optimistic and looking forward to fun and frolics. And I think myself and Mike will get on great. And like Pat said, He's something to look at in the morning!

Louise still isn't finished next to me so em, I don't know what to talk about. Works weird.... I think before, we all made the best of a bad deal, now with Pat and Caroline here again we all expect it to be great, but it's still only a job, It's never going to be great, just fine. But I still have all the guys there so I guess I'm happy out.

I ran into Alex that used to waitress in GBC, very bizarre, I suppose I was kinda happy to see her. She pissed off a bit though, oh I'm so happy to see another one of Gay friends here in Dublin. Fuck you and the horse you rode in on bitch. But well, she's not an enemy, just an odd girl.

Myself and Pat are going to make out a roster, we've shagged too many of the same people, very funny, I will never shag him though, he's one of my best mates. I don't want to do that.